Saturday, March 9, 2024

Just another day

 Just another day

To the women who slog, smile and shine

To the fathers who brought us up to keep our head high and leveled

To the mothers who silently infused strength into our conscience

To the sisters who cuddled and crushed our adolescent fears

To the aunts who guided and built our ‘acne-hit’ confidence

To the girl gangs who shared a tear, a laugh and the cheesecake with love

To the boy gangs who helped shed our inhibitions and take on life

To the partners who gave us space to grow and expand into shapes of choice

To the children who ironed out our rough edges and let us exhale simple love

To us for the struggles we stomp at our feet everyday

To us for the joys that we search and find in our journeys

To us for the success we define 

To us for the version of us that we adore

Friday, January 5, 2024

Reflections

Reflections



It is the time

 

When the factory winds down

Shifts shorter and sweat dwindling

Output lesser and the smoke less toxic

 

The year that was regurgitates

 

You produced a lot all blood and sweat

You utilized resources to full capacity

You broke even on some capitalist measures

You indulged in the sweet sound of money making

 

But consumed more than you can regenerate

But worked your machinery to breakdowns

But depreciated your best assets

But let off fury and short fuses into the environment

 

Polluting some good times

Breaking into some good moments

 

So when you discharge your batteries

 

You see the big hole within

The edges that roughed out

The sediments of impurity within

The backs broken with hard work

 

But the clouds of impurity clear away

‘Humdum’ of the machinery less noisy

Whirring of the brain less prevalent

 

That’s when you start to sense

 

Ambitions bowing down to peace

Money settling into the bylanes

Love and you on the highway for a bit

 

A time to savour, oil your machinery

Straighten your bends, clear the soot within

 

The new year is here

 

 

 

 


Friday, November 24, 2023

Nine Arabian Nights

How do I even try to describe a trip to a place that was “home” for all of my childhood and adolescence? As I touched down into the warm (literally and figurately) city of Muscat, the anomaly of visiting Oman as a tourist and an adult was not lost on me…A place that I used to come back to after vacations for years had turned into a vacation spot, an itinerary and a ‘trip’ with a return date.

From the moment I saw the familiar Omani ‘Khanjar’ emblem, a floodgate of memories opened up and I was reduced to an emotional lump of flesh… trying to pick memories from the past and reliving each moment to the fullest..From finding an exhilarating ‘high’ shopping for stationery in Shah Nagar Das to experiencing nirvana sipping Al Marai orange juice – the memory tripping was taking a turn towards maniacal obsession..

And if that wasn’t enough, here I was walking through the corridors of my school, my apartment and my father’s office…the places that have been witness to my childish tantrums, my adolescent secrets, my pigtail dreams and a wholesome past that never would return – the past that was about the protective parental halo of ‘amma and achan’.

Muscat unfurled its exotic carpet of warmth, love like it always does – cuddling, fondling and engulfing me in a cocoon of childish excitement.. friends, family and teachers alike hugging me back to my past, to the protective love that is so ‘Muscatish’ and I forgot for the moments that I was there about my adult life back in India..

A muddled itinerary of sorts was slowly shaping up –throwing in nostalgia, touristy explorations, exuberant shopping, culture soaking and just simple dinner conversations with all the folks that I loved and left behind in Muscat.. Perhaps I ignored the tourist angle of Oman while I lived there and this trip was to make amends for all that and more - so I put on my ‘traveller shades’ and saw a whole new world of Omani culture, natural wonders and history coming alive and beckoning me to its midst.

Sadly, Oman has been in the shadow of its glitzy cousin – Dubai and hasn’t got its deserving  place on the tourist map of “Gulf”. The country boasts of a rich basket of experiences to offer – from white sands, azure blue water bodies nestled amongst majestic mountain ranges to culturally enriching “souqs” and historic forts ;and urbane architecture that keeps its head firm in its culture and yet doesn’t lose its ‘suave’ touch..



As if starting on a ‘executive summary’, we started the tour with Bait al Zubair museum that gave us a quick peep into Omani history, culture and wonders and we followed the trail to start with old Muscat spots. The Corniche lay wide and blue ahead of us- the Gulf of Oman staring at us with a stark combination of the old ‘dhow’ boat and luxury ships dotting the blue waters. We then took in the intoxication of incense, spices and silvers at the Muttrah souq where history, bargains, good steals and a small packet of Arabic Mehndi was all won and conquered for the day.

We then ventured into the historic city of Nizwa where we could take in the history and culture of Oman as we awed at the Nizwa fort and savoured the gooey brown softness of Omani Halwa at the old market. And off we were - up the Al Hajar mountains, through winding roads of ruggedness and the mountains changing from differing shades of browns and greys. And the zenith was just right – the temperatures dipping, the silence mesmerizing, and the vast expanse of the mountain range and the tiny mountain sheep truly enchanting. The journey then took us to the narrow, old ‘palm treed’ streets of historic villages, ruins and finally ended with a coffee at Halwa Coffee as we perched atop the cafĂ© and witnessed the Arabian sun dipping into the mountains – coy, mysterious and striking a picture that was worth all the sweat and the climb!



Our next adventure was into the city of Sur through a beautiful drive through the Arabian sea coast, the pristine white pebbles flirting with the turquoise blue waters and bewitching us. We explored a bit of the city as the evening took us to the lighthouse, the Dhow (wooden boat) making factory and a small quaint shop with trinkets and knick-knacks from the past..we downed a “Karak chai” at one of the million Mallu run tea shops and was ready to head to the turtle beach for a thrilling turtle watching experience like never before…

A small group of us walked into the beach at night, guided by our tour guide and a small red light torch, stumbling, falling into deep pits dug up by gigantic turtles as we waited to witness the nesting phenomenon that moonlight night..And lady luck shone bright on us as saw huge shelled mama turtles laying eggs, working hard through the night to cover up and protect her offprings. And as we lingered further, voila we got to see baby turtles just out of their eggs toddling and tottering towards the beach! The excitement and the experience kept us awake through midnight and we rested for the night as excited as kids.

And when I ticked off mountain, nature, beaches, turtles, city, culture, I was ready to hang up my boots but no this escapade wasn’t ending anytime soon..I was on the way to explore the unique ‘sink hole’ blue waters followed by Wadi Shab and Shams – natural emerald water pools right in the middle of the desert. And we drove right into the thrill of the wavy patterned sand dunes of the Arabian desert…rightfully fitting into an Arab costume and interacting with a Bedouin tribe – here we were right in the middle of this Arabian experience – dune bashing, camel riding and simply letting the sand trickle through my hands – a silky warmness and my legs sinking into its softness..the glistening heat creating a mirage of picture perfectednes..we bid good bye to the little Bedouin boy from the tent and headed back to the city slowly becoming a part of this country like never before..

The next few days started whizzing by as I ticked each box off my wishlist - Oman chipsing, Twixing, walking through the old school library, hugging teachers, giggling with friends, conversing with friends who are family and the I fell in love all over again with the city…like an old school crush who looked just the same but with a bit of salt and pepper and yet the age adding to the elegance than taking away any of the charm…the city wooed me all over again and I was just another girl in hopeless love..

The moments of final shopping, drinking in the culture and the farewells and wretched goodbyes and rearview mirrors loomed large now. I tried hard not to think of the ‘end’ and continued in an uncontrollable urge to buy random chips,cheese, chocolates and cookies from local supermarkets, trying to gather and accumulate as much memories and memoirs to take home…and I really thought that a packed suitcase and the whirlwind itinerary would leave me satiated and satisfied…



What sheer ignorance of my heart’s mechanism..the love and longingness had never really gone away– it lay dormant and the trip activated it into a new frequency that hummed through my heart and starting pounding as I touched down into India. Almost like a childhood love that expanded to teenage romance and now had fixed into a permanent love in my adult heart-  there was never an escape.. of the memories of home, of the love and warmth of the city and the circle of love that were and continue to surrounded me..makes me wonder why I left this place in the first place?

Homesickness had taken a new ugly turn and I was destined to live with the longingness as I touched down to the Indian soil – a few packet of chips and some trinkets the only saviour to help me stay close to this rejuvenated love..

Saturday, June 10, 2023

The Nilgiris - Never Enough

I am not sure if it was the relentless summer heat or just that “mountain” part of me that pushed me to an impromptu trip to the Nilgiris.. but whatever the reason, it was a choice worth every mountain moment.

As we ascended from the scorching plains, I was apprehensive whether we would really let go of the tyrannic summer sun..But as we crossed over the last few hairpin bends, my doubts were quickly assayed and a burst of cool hilly breeze whittled away every suspicion! The clouds started looking whiter, the sky bluer and the pleasant comradery that I share with the hills was rekindled yet again..



Coonoor was our destination this time and a trip without checklists and no tourist spots unbottled a fluidic experience of the hills that had no start, no center and no end!Like a beautifully printed scarf, the valley and its experiences engulfed us  - a few curves of beauty from one side, and if you turn around – another set of brilliant views and above all a coziness that is so classic Nilgirilike!


A picturesque mountain rail journey from Conoor to Ooty was perhaps the only planned item on a non-existent itinerary and the hour-long journey was just right – an hour to go back in time, an hour to pause time and an hour to daze into the hills and pine forests and an hour to just experience a pace that we have long forgotten.


The entire trip was all about slowing down and pausing and appreciating the beauty called Nilgiris. We paused at bends that showed off dazzling mountain peaks, at curves that displayed symmetric tea gardens and at every balcony that uniformly had a colourful display of flowers… From the warm coffee family chit-chats at cafes, to freezing chocolate ice creams at heritage Moodys and mouth-watering cheese cakes indulgences on hill top restaurants – a fairytale experience embraced us..

Nilgiris strangely always unfurls a kite-like feeling within me and cuddles me like a childhood friend- I can always pick up from where I left off last time with no awkwardness or strangeness…the conversations and the warmth kept fervently alive despite the time or the distance…I let go of the stiffness of my employment, the burden of my responsibilities and turned slave to the sluggish pace of the valley..An otherworldly feeling of peace and calm seeping in as the clouds parted and whispered notes that equilibrated my mind into a lull that was long forgotten in the cacophony of the city life.  

Tuesday, March 7, 2023

March On

March On

Women’s day or not


Break those walls and ceilings

In the corridors of chauvinism


Crash those moulds

Against society’s wall of expectations

 

Scream those wants and needs

In the din of domesticity

 

Voice out those fears and vulnerabilities

Against man’s version of woman’s strength

 

Bash those notions of goodness

In the face of patriarchal definitions

 

Be your version of goddess or devil

Be your experience of strength or weakness

Be your emotion of joy or tear

Be your own meaning or senselessness


March On

Girl, lady, woman or more

Into the world you make and own

  

Sunday, January 1, 2023

A year that was

January of joys and little pleasures
Bright sunflower farms and astounding sunsets by the sea
 
February of fun, friends and family love
Coffee laughs and fine dining in the outdoors
 
March of merrymaking and more
Marriages, music and dances
 
April of amazing times of me, we and us
Rippling river trips and feasty Vishu



May of melting moments at home
Colour-filled poorams and concerts
 
June of juggling work, mails and rest
Goals, deadlines and passions
 
July of jollying weekends
Good food, breezes and meet-ups
 
August of awesomeness and amblings
Hilly pleasures and heart-filling bands
 
September of self-love and sinfulness
Birthday treats and shopping sprees
 
October of oh-my-god vacationing
Dandiya nights and Ahmedabading
 
November of non-stop explorations
Island trips and historic meandering
 
December of dead-ending work
Holiday escapades and indulgences
 
A year of changes and challenges
A year of freeness and fullness
A year that was
    
  
 


Thursday, December 15, 2022

A city with two hearts - Hyderabad

What started off as a simple official trip to yet another Southern city quite unexpectedly turned out to be an exploratory immersive break into the city of Hyderabad – a city of two hearts..

One heart beats to the tune of the “Hi-tech” – aptly called as such - where corporate dreams are woven, where skyscrapers try to touch the skies, where the lights brighten away the dinginess of everyday living and where the streets ooze sophistication and modernity..

Going from a city laden with pot holes and where a stretch of road without repair is a craving. I was starstruck with the real highways that Hyderabad boasts of and the ride through the Hi-tech quarter at night was a real Indian Times Square experience!!Twinkling lights, well-heeled employees unwinding on rooftops and overseeing the beautiful skyline that restaurants & pubs show off with very less humility..It is a blatant display of development, money and “upward” mobility and a real intention to put itself on the “developed” map!

The other heart of Hyderabad lives in the old city as it is called – the divide so obvious and yet the Hyderbadian is comfortable with living with two souls and hearts..The Charminar area is the bustling core of the old city where arterial roads sell everything from biriyani to bangles..The shoppers, the vendors and the tourists all culminate into a colourful tableau at the Charminar square..each with their minds full with experiences, steals and sales..

I let go off the remains of my “conference” and official purpose of the visit and donned the tourist cap to perfection as I explored Chowmahalla palace including a “Nawab” photoshoot that the cameraman sold with elan! An auto ride then took me in and around Charminar – a pearl shop- stop a necessity while you are in Hyderabad! And with no taste or knowledge in pearls, I was unintentionally drawn into a purchase of a tiny bracelet of pearls..After that it was just strolling through the old city quarters – bargaining for bangles,  sipping Iranian tea and biting into the malai bun that was served with a smile from one of the oldest shops – a huge crowd that I had to navigate through to get to that Bun malai!

Laden with steals and biting into the “Almond House Bistick”, I was smitten by the Hyderabadian hospitality, heritage and highways and as I zipped through the super highway to the airport, I confessed to the sins of good food and bearing a bit of jealousy and greed for the Hyderabadian highway of life.